Wednesday, April 26, 2006
I GIVE UP. i've lost all my hopes. so goodbye. there's always a time to be sad and depressed. times like this huh. but not before long, i'll be doing my emotional laughter again. fake laughter. cause apparently seeing my dear yixiu will just make me laugh.
today mep was horrible. but it's over. so thank god. i can't be bothered to freak out just like everyone else. i've learnt to accept things the way they are. if i didn't practice enough and get horrible results, then it's my fault and i've got to accept it.
oh yes. mel gave me her pooh bear. if that's for real. but i've got it with me now. haha. yayy. i love mel. ((:
in a few hours time, my dear xiuxiu is going to be 15. ahaha. so weird calling her xiuxiu. i prefer xiu. okay. that's not the point. i shall have a fun time screaming into her ears tomorrow. as part of celebration for her. (: oh miss yixiu pulls funny faces. and her concentrated face is funny too. oh well. i had a good laugh today. and i kept leaning onto her. not her hands okay! so i didn't injure her hands until she cannot play for mep. hahaha. no one said i did. gosh. i'm crapping.
okay. i've got to get back to + - x /. if you understand what that is. HAHA. or this. hmm. gradient = y2 - y1 / x2 - x1. that's pretty obvious huh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE MY DEAR YIXIU. (:au revoir!
there's always a time to say goodbye. and you just don't understand. i guess you'll never will. i wish for many things. but they never come true.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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